What Kind of Lover Are You?

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As women, we typically view sex as a way of expressing the love and intimacy we feel in our hearts. It’s definitely a challenge to be sexually intimate when those feelings of love are absent. For the first decade of our marriage, it irritated me when my husband wanted sex when we had barely spoken. From his perspective, sex was the way we could connect and feel close. So, we were at a stalemate… I needed to feel love to have sex and he needed to have sex to feel love. 

The truth is that both of our perspectives were flawed. God designed sex to be more than either of us had understood. Sexual intimacy isn’t just a means of expressing love, nor is it primarily a way to feel close. Sex is the laboratory in which love is tested, revealed and refined. 

Imagine that you and your husband live in sexual utopia. You always want to have sex at exactly the same time and the same way that your husband wants it. Every initiation is met with an eager response. There is never any conflict about foreplay, being too tired, giving each other pleasure or trying something new in bed because your desires are always exactly the same. How fantastic would that be? It would be almost like the sex portrayed in movies—what a great love life!

God certainly could have made sex that way. He could have created man and woman to be exactly the same sexually. But He didn’t. In fact, He intentionally made us vastly different. 

Remember that even before sin entered the Garden of Eden, Adam and Eve had primary sexual differences in the way God created them. God declared His creation of man and woman “very good” and this very good included your sexual differences. It is hard to fathom, but the differences between you and your husband are what can create the very deepest intimacy.

Here's the deal: God's design for sex is NOT just for immediate exquisite pleasure (although He is all for that). God has a much more beautiful gift of intimacy for you and your husband to open than what the world says sex is all about. Here's the catch: It requires a different kind of love. 

No area of marriage has tested my love more than sex. It’s so tangible and demands so much of me! At times, I’d much rather make my husband’s favorite cookies or listen to him talk about work. To give my body, well, it just seems to be asking too much. 

After all, it is my body, isn’t it? 

Sexual intimacy in marriage asks every husband and wife the question: What kind of lover are you? A generous lover or a selfish lover? You see, it’s easy to enjoy sex when you both want the same thing. But God has made us so different that sexual intimacy inevitably leads to an impasse: her needs v. his needs. One wants sex more than the other. One likes to try new things, the other likes to keep it predictable. 

Sex is designed to be more than an expression of love between a husband and wife. It is also the refining fire of love. It tests and teaches a willing man and woman to reach beyond their natural desires and learn what generous love really is.

The world knows only of a love that feels good. We are born with the natural response to “love” those who meet our physical and emotional needs. This kind of natural love is essentially self-love. It really says, “I love the way you make me feel.”

If your husband had the same sex drive as you, if he liked to kiss and be touched all over the same way you do, frankly, loving him wouldn't cost you much.

You already know how to love your husband with natural, selfish love. It's easy to please him when he's pleasing you. But do you know the secret of loving him on a “bad husband day?" Do you know how to respond to him sexually when it's the very last thing on earth you feel like doing?  Or how to be patient when he’s not meeting your sexual needs? THIS is the kind of love that God wants to develop in you and your husband.

An important disclaimer: Please understand that working toward intimacy in some marriages and during some seasons  of marriage is not always about pursuing sex together. If you are in a season of healing or addressing significant barriers in your relationship, pursuing true intimacy may look like having the courage to go through counseling or confronting destructive patterns in your relationship. God can use even these challenges (sometimes, especially these challenges) to teach you about selfish and unselfish love. 

For some women reading this, your response may be, “Why do I always have to be the one giving? Why can’t he be generous? Why does it always seem to fall on my shoulders to invest in our marriage?”

This is a fair question. Much of the onus of improving marriages has historically been placed on women. Men can be passive, lazy, and selfish in their unwillingness to grow as husbands. Men also need to be challenged to love sexually beyond what is easy for them. Without a doubt, the healthiest marriages are those in which both husband and wife show generous love, in and out of the bedroom.

But the truth is, you can only work on you.  In many (not all) marriages, when one person switches from a selfish perspective to becoming a generous lover, the entire dynamic of the relationship begins to change. 

When a husband and wife see the beauty of love tested and refined by sexual differences, their love making truly becomes about making love. God really cares about how we love – not just in the neighborhood, but also in the bedroom. His desire is that we move from selfish love to generous love. 

 

Want to learn more? You may also like, What's the Purpose of Your Sexuality, Really?; a two-part series on Why Does Sex Matter in Marriage?; and this Q&A video of Juli answering the question, "I want sex more than my spouse. What can I do?"

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  • Andrew Brassyhub

    Andrew Brassyhub

    Nothing has tested our marriage more than the total lack of any sexual connection. My wife's a lesbian who can feel no desire for me. That's not her fault, it's just the way it is. So I now feel that my calling is to love and accept her just as she is, just as God loves and accepts her. But I still struggle with the feeling that for us both, our sexuality has been a curse and not a blessing, a source of frustration and disconnectedness and not of love and connection.
  • Gordon Baker

    Gordon Baker

    Andrew, I feel deeply for you in this. I hope that you can connect with a sensitive Christian Sex Therapist who can help you find God's purposes for your marriage. The therapist you connect with will depend on the state where you live. I recommend the Institute for Sexual Wholeness, where you will find a schedule of Christian therapists trained in their program. You can call them at 404 998 6647.

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